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karkat vantas ([personal profile] shoosh) wrote2011-07-02 06:49 am

nightmare oo1

Warnings: surrealism?? blood, drowning.
Effects: anger, jealousy, peace, rage, revulsion, disgust, hurt, loneliness, pretty much the entire emotional rainbow.

The dream opens on an empty room. It's blindingly white and tiled; a bathroom, clearly. A shower on one side, sink on the other. The other wall is plain and empty. There isn't a door. The plain wall morphs silver, into a mirror, and the dreamer—Karkat—is forced to look at his own reflection. Only it isn't his reflection at all. The Karkat in the mirror stands slouched, cockily looking back at him. As details gradually fill themselves in, it's easy to tell the identity of the person in the mirror. A white shirt with red sleeves and messy, light hair. Dave Strider, clearly, and his image makes the entire dream warp red with unease. With a closed, grey fist, the mirror is smashed, the image of Dave's mocking smile reflected out as it shatters.

Glass hits the floor with a sharp sound, breaking time and time again as it does; a fine snow on the tiles at Karkat's feet. When he turns around, the entire back half of the room is gone, replaced with a dark, unending void. Standing before him is Terezi, a teal glow around her as an arm reaches out. She strokes Karkat's face with soft hands and gathers him up in a tight embrace. In his ear she hisses "1 4M TOO GOOD FOR YOU" and her body shatters—more glass, dark and teal and red and grey, adding to the mess at his feet.

Looking down, the image of Terezi and Dave holding hands is projected into the glass. They're talking and laughing and smiling and Terezi is leaning in, closer and closer, tilting Dave's head towards her. The image is ended by Karkat's heel through the fragments, sending them scattering like bugs. More shattering, more glass.

When he looks up, away from the spiderweb images shining through the glass on the floor, there's a silhouette of two people. The first is short and decidedly feminine, rocking on her heels. Her smile lights up the room in bright green, and she waves goodbye, walking off into the void.

"i don't really want to be friends anymore, sorry!" echos her voice, long after her body vanishes into shadow.

The other form grins with shark-like teeth, arm lashing out to grab Karkat by the collar. A wave of repulsion fills the room, purple-tinted and haunting. The figure leans in close, warm, rancid breath on Karkat's face.

"fuckin' mutant" is all that it breathes, in a wavey, male voice. The male form cackles, and tiny scratches start forming all over Karkat's body. The figure disappears, but the blood doesn't stop. The cuts are bleeding. And bleeding. And bleeding some more. The next thing Karkat's aware of is the walls of the bathroom reappearing, and the entire room filling up with bright, cherry red blood.

It fills his mouth and burns like liquid fire as in enters his lungs. The last thing he's aware of is his head going under.

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[ karkat wakes with a start, sweating and heart beating frantically in his chest. clenching his teeth, he runs a shaking hand through his hair. then, his eyes lock on the dreamberry, blinking innocently on the nightstand. he gives it, and in extension, the entire network, a very classy middle finger and shuts the thing off. ]

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ fine. but she's still gripping his shoulders. ]

I know that. But... [ sigh. ]

I was worried. You're okay, right?

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
It was just a dream.

[ the answer is no. ]

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ staredown. ]

You didn't answer my question.
Edited 2011-07-02 01:00 (UTC)

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
... I wouldn't blame you. If you did.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Karkat, that's not going to happen! You really don't give yourself enough credit... you're a great friend.

Please, stop thinking like that. [ she frowns, looking legitimately worried. ]

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Let's face it, Jade, I'm kind of an ass.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
No, you act like an ass. But you're pretty good at heart, you know.

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe I act like I'm good to cover up the fact that I'm actually an ass.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
I know that's complete bullshit, and so do you. Now stop it!

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ you drive such a hard bargain, jade. ] ... Fine.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ she giggles. ] Good.

Now, what the hell happened to your lip? You didn't get in a fight, did you?

[ oops. mother hen mode. ]

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ oops he really needs a better story for that. ]

It's not important.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It looks pretty important to me! It's all split and scraped!

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Karkat... [ she's not that gullible. ]

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ WHY THE HELL NOT. ] I'm not going to tell you.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ BECAUSE. she sighs. ] Fine. But i'll find out somehow!

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
You'd have to kill me first.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
I will find out. Hopefully without killing you!

[ she smiles. that's a little bit creepier than she wanted, but who cares. ]

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
You don't want to know, Jade. Believe me.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
And why not? Just how bad could it be?

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
We're not talking about this anymore.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Fine!! I'll drop it for now.

Do you want me to stay around, or... [ with how moody he can be, she's never really sure whether he wants company or not. ]

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[identity profile] allies.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ he wants to say yes. he wants to tell her how eridan frightens him, how gamzee terrifies him, how dave infuriates him, how terezi makes his heart ache painfully inside his chest. he wants to ramble about his own pathetic existence, how he's still desperately trying to redeem himself.

but he won't. vulnerability is a bad look on a troll.
]

It's okay. I'm fine.

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[identity profile] riflekid.livejournal.com 2011-07-04 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ she frowns. it's a legitimate one, and she just can't shake the feeling that something is wrong. ]

Please, Karkat. If something is bothering you, tell me. I'm your friend, and I want to make sure you're okay...

[ she sighs a bit to herself. ] But if you say you're fine, then that's good. I'll talk to you later.

[ and she turns to go on her way. ]

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